im fucking hurt… i never felt this way.. i feel so helpless, hopeless and a failure.. im so hurt and crying doesnt ease the pain.and i cant sleep because even when i close my eyes.. it’s coming back, i want to forget… i need to forget…

Maybe one day we’ll meet again


Maybe then we’ll be better for each other

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Know that I loved you. Know that it was not enough.
Leigh Bardugo, Ruin and Rising (via missinyouiskillingme)

1. When you cut yourself, clean and bandage it.

2. Do not start smoking cigarettes because the boy who broke your heart does.

3. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

4. Cutting calories doesn’t do anything but make you unhappy.

5. If the number on the scale rises, throw it out.

6. The first girl you ever “date” is going to call the police on you even though she lives three thousand miles away, because you’re going to tell her that you’re not in a good mental state shortly after you’ve “broken up”.

7. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

8. Break up with the boy who says, “You had a sexy phase!” when you tell him that you’ve dated a girl before.

9. Dating your friends is not always the best idea, but you can still be friends after you’ve broken up with her.

10. Your mother will try to become your best friend because you’re leaving for college soon. Let her.

11. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

12. Your closest friend will stop talking to you when you leave for college.

13. It’s okay to cry.

14. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

15. When you cut yourself again, clean and bandage it. Do not be ashamed.

16. Your anxiety is going to try and control your entire life. Tell it to shut the hell up, because you’re trying to live and that task is hard enough as it is.

17. The past has a funny way of coming back in the form of you developing a crush on another friend.

18. Try not to hate yourself for breaking up with your boyfriend.

19. If you’re still smoking, apologize silently to your mother.

20. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

enjolrasactual  (via perfect)


Dancing Groot made me so happy.

Classic bathing

When someone leaves you, apart from missing them, apart from the fact that the whole little world you’ve created together collapses, and that everything you see or do reminds you of them, the worst is the thought that they tried you out and, in the end, you got stamped REJECT by the one you love.
Helen Fielding, Bridget Jones’s Diary (via simply-quotes)
I hope that one day,
When the dust settles
And we meet again
You’ll look at me and see
Your biggest regret.
m.v., You should have made me stay (via missinyouiskillingme)
The best thing about showers? You can cry and break down while taking a shower and after, no one will ever know you cried. No one will know that your heart was so heavy and that you were begging for the pain to stop. No one will ever know but yourself.
K.L (via missinyouiskillingme)
Showers can wash away anything. Smoke, dirt, tears, his touch, his words.
Advice to myself (via missinyouiskillingme)
Even if you know what’s coming, you’re never prepared for how it feels.
Natalie Standiford, How to Say Goodbye in Robot (via missinyouiskillingme)
I go to sleep knowing that I love you, and wake up wishing that I didn’t.
Unknown (via missinyouiskillingme)
It’s horrible when your heart is somewhere your body is not.
Joe Lunn (via missinyouiskillingme)
There are just certain people who aren’t meant to fit in your life no matter how much you want them to.
Dawson’s Creek (via missinyouiskillingme)